I'm feeling a little bit better today. I'm actually up out of bed and thinking about getting some things done for school. That sounds quite terrible doesn't it? That it's taken me this long to even try to get over it. I'm trying to meet new people I guess. I started on that dating site called okcupid.com. A friend told me to try it and put myself out there.
Not that I have to have a man or woman or anything but I might just find someone interesting. My ex is trying to be friends with me now. I don't think we'll ever truly be friends. I resent him and I'm going to feel this way for a very long time. I'll probably hate him even more once he's married to his cousin. And for those of you that think oh, it's probably his cousin removed or something, no it's not. It's his first cousin. Her father is his father's brother. Yeah, it's that close of a relationship.
I guess I can revel in the fact that they don't talk to each other and he doesn't even like her because she has a bad personality or something. At least that's what he told me before. I take secret delight in the fact that he'll probably be miserable with her.
You may think that's a terrible thing to say or think but he played me. Any man who can't make a decision himself isn't a real man anyway as my dad says.
He's going to regret his decision while I'm going places and making someone else the luckiest man to ever live.
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