Acceptance

I've finally accepted things for what they are. I'm single now and that's how it's going to be till I find someone worthy of my heart. I should've never given it away in the first place. I'm in love with love and that's not necessarily a good thing. I tend to develop feelings a little too early I guess. Or maybe it wasn't early at all considering we had been together for 2 freaking years.

But that's all in the past now. I shouldn't have to give up a part of who I am to please people I don't even know. It's his choice and he deserves every bit of the consequences that come along with it. I'm done playing around with someone who just wants to string me along. It's time to find someone who will treat me the way I'm supposed to be treated and who will love me know matter what happens.

Hell, maybe I'll even date a few girls since I am bisexual. I've been thinking about having a girlfriend around. Not just a girlfriend but having more friends who are girls in general. Girls are better at communication than boys are. No offense guys, but girls have a little more empathy and compassion when it comes to the situation I'm going through.

I'm just going to stick with what I'm good at and that's school, work, and the Craft. I think one reason why I was so emotional is because my moon sign is in Cancer. Apparently, that's supposed to make people more emotional than others. Not exactly sensitive to just our own emotions but to others as well. Also, having a moon sign in Cancer, from what I've heard around the vine, means you have higher psychic abilities.

I knew this was coming all along. I just ignored my intuition because I thought maybe he'd love me enough to not be that way. Guess I was wrong about that, but then again I knew I was. Well, this taught me a very valuable lesson I suppose. Never change who are for someone and never date a Muslim.

I won't say that I won't miss the times we had but I'll have better times with someone who truly deserves me.

Problem solved.