A New Year

I'm back!!!

It feels so good to be back here at college. I haven't even unpacked yet but I was excited to have internet again! I guess I'll have internet when I go back home now since my dad, brother, and I moved out of my step mother's house. We just couldn't live there anymore. She was too controlling for us and we got tired of her putting us all down.

She talked about us constantly to the townspeople even though we had done nothing wrong. We just weren't welcome there and she made that very well known. I'm kind of sad for my dad but then again I knew it was going to happen soon and that it was going to be for the best. Right now, they are separated but I have a feeling that it will probably end in divorce.

We ended up moving back to our hometown and to the apartments that we had lived in before. I love it there. It feels like home. It feels positive. It feels blessed.

A lot of things happened over my break. Some things were positive and others were negative. While I was away I was able to think about things, read, and write. I feel like I've gained a lot of knowledge about Wicca and about myself. I mostly read books on Wicca and I'm trying to stay in the habit of reading. I just have this hunger for more knowledge which hopefully will turn into understanding and eventually into wisdom.

It's a new year and it's going to be fantastic. I have a jar that I'm putting all my accomplishments in. It's going to be a reminder of how dedicated, motivated, and inspired I have become. I'm ready to show the world what I can do. I'm ready to take my Wicca Study Group along for the ride with me. I'm ready to be who I was born to be.

I know there will be people along the way that wish to bring me down, to see me fall. I'm just going to let go of the negativity and be myself. Those people can just stay out of my life because I don't need them. I don't need people telling me that I can't do something because I know that I can. My tarot cards told me so!!