What people think is best doesn't always turn out to be so. Sometimes the best person someone meets, that one person who changes your life in the most profound way is someone you least expect. Letting that person slip through your fingers will probably be the most heart breaking moment of your life. But choosing to let go of that person because of other people is probably the biggest mistake and the biggest regret of all. It's probably even the most destructive path.
I was just let go by a man I dearly love because he fears his parents wouldn't approve of me. I'm not sure what his parents would do to him if he were with me. Drag him through the streets by horses? Dip in a vat of boiling water? I'm not sure. But whatever they would do to him, the torture that would ensue for him, must be more severe than letting me go.
I hope he finds peace and happiness. I hope I find peace and happiness. I just can't believe that I wasn't loved enough to be worth saving...
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