Yesterday was very stressful for me. I'm sure that my boyfriend and I are broken up now. He told me never to call him or contact him again so I'm moving on and I'm with someone else now. Someone that I've always had in the back of my mind. Someone who's always been there for me and who has always made me feel special.
The only drawback is that he's much older than me. He's about 8 years older than me. Although I am 20 years old and completely of age to choose whomever I wish I am so afraid that I may be a little naive. He's had much more experience than me but I feel like he views me as an equal.
He's kind, sweet, loving, understanding, and supportive of everything I strive to do. That's all I've ever wanted and it appears that he has it all. We've known each other for almost 2 years and even dated for a while before I met my ex boyfriend. I just didn't know if we would work out considering that he lives 2 hours away.
Now I feel like I should give it a shot. He's definitely my kind of guy and cute. I needed to move on from this emotionally abusive relationship and move into something that was caring and loving. I needed someone who could deal with me being a Witch and how I view the world.
I'm a very independent and strong willed woman. I will not bow down to anyone for anything. I am not a slave to a man. I am my own person. I deserve respect just as the next person does. If you don't show me respect then I won't show you any. It's just how it is.
I guess it's time to take the risk. This is it.
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