Shit Happens

I'm excited that my Teacher decided that I should start running a study group with a fellow Dynion Mwyn member for Pagans and Witches interested in the Craft. I'm also excited about running the meetups in the North Georgia area.

It's just too bad that I'm so bummed about what happened between my friend and I today. I contacted her thinking that maybe she had gotten over our tiff about the whole Pagan Pride thing and visiting and boy was I wrong. What I wrote in my blog the other day about severing ties with her it was just how I was feeling at the moment because I don't like being in limbo about if we're still friends or not.

I like to have resolution as soon as possible and not in a month or a year from now.

Everything between us was just a huge misunderstanding. I had already apologized for my misunderstanding of the situation but she just couldn't get over hers. I guess that's that now. I really tried to make our friendship work by staying in touch with each other.

I talked to my Teacher about all this and he basically told me the same thing. I didn't misrepresent what happened. I told him exactly what happened and what I got from the situation and understood from it. She just couldn't see my side of the situation or how I had viewed it.

I have one of her books that I'm supposed to give back to her but if she wants it back she's going to have to come get it from me herself. I'm not driving all the way down to a town that I don't even live in anymore to drop it off with a friend to give back to her when she goes home. That's bullshit. Unless she wants to pay for my gas to go out of my way to do that then she can just buy another book.

I'm not going out of my way for someone who clearly doesn't want to be my friend anymore.