I feel like I'm pacing myself through this break up step process. I haven't even really cried just because I don't feel like I should waste my tears on someone who doesn't care about me. So these are the steps that I've passed and are trying to get through right now.
Stop the communication: this is probably going to be the hardest. Although I have barely texted or called him it's hard for me to stick to this at least for right now. He never even officially broke up with me. Just stopped talking which is just like a dick to do. This might take me another week to do...
Delete all texts and phone calls from my phone: This one was pretty easy.
Delete all saved texts and pictures from my phone: This one not so much. Although I had no problem deleting pictures which was only one, I did have a problem with the saved text. It was so sweet and special to me at the time. I deleted it today though. I have to move on.
Block him on social sites: I've already blocked him on one of them which is known as meetme.com. The only reason he created a new account was to watch and see what I was doing on mine. He used to flirt and talk to other girls on his. I knew what he was up to. I'm pretty sure he cheated on me. I haven't blocked him on facebook yet and I'm surprised that he hasn't blocked me on there. Weird.
Delete his phone number: It's going to happen. One way or another his phone number will be deleted from my phone. After this week it'll probably happen.
Tell him exactly what I think of him: At the end of this week I'm going to write him an official notice of break up since he's not man enough to tell me outright himself. I'm going to tell him exactly what I think of him and he can hate me even more if it so pleases him. He doesn't even have to read it. It's for myself more than him.
These are my steps and they're working so far. I'm getting over him and moving on and looking forward to my fun filled night with my new lover.
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