Destiny?

It's day three of my vegetarianism and I am so full of vegetables at this point. I don't even like zucchini but that's what I ate for lunch today. It was some kind of vegetarian zucchini lasagna with corn. It wasn't that bad actually. Then again, I guess nothing could be that bad when you're hungry as hell.

I have a meeting with my Teacher tonight and hopefully a lot of things will be explained about my path to Wicca and how I fit into it. I'm excited to learn these things and find my place. I'll have to update what I find out from my Teacher later if I can.

Right now, I'm on my off time from work. There wasn't any work for me this week because the elementary school that I work at is on fall break. You would think that I would enjoy the free time but I really don't. I like being up and about doing something so I can at least exert some of this energy that I have built up inside me.

It's really hard to find something I can do to exert my energy to the point where I can sleep at night soundly. I may go to bed early but I always wake up in the middle of the night and stay awake for a very long time. I don't think I've slept soundly in at least a year.

In my Coven, I'm what is referred to as a generator. I produce most of the energy used in the Circle by the other members for healing, spells, etc. My Teacher is supposed to help clarify some things about my destiny tonight. I hope it's not anticlimactic.