I've been wandering for the past couple of days. I haven't felt much joy in my life. I feel stagnate. I feel like I'm not progressing in things that I'm doing. I'm actually thinking about finding another job because I'm tired of being overlooked for everything. Even though I've been at my job longer than everyone else, I am behind everyone else and I'm not sure why. I've never had a bad evaluation. I just feel like it's time to move on.
I feel like I'm holding myself back. I think it's time to move away from this town so I'm going to look at schools in different cities for me to go to after graduation. I think it'll be better for me to make a fresh start somewhere. The only thing that saddens me would be that I would have to leave my Wiccan Study Group behind. I'll be able to make a new study group in the new town that I choose to be in, but I feel bad that I'll be leaving everyone behind. I hope we will all keep in touch though.
I still have a year to think about all these things. Sometimes, I just think that maybe I should go ahead into the work force, get a place of my own, start paying off those student loans but I love learning. I love feeling like I'm earning my degrees and titles.
For now, I'm just going to enjoy the life I have right now and let things come to me.
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