I don't use very many orange candles. I think the main reason that I don't is because I never really knew what they represented. Now that I do, I think I'll be using them more often. I could use some control and personal strength in my life right now. I'm not feeling like a very strong person. I've been going through a major depression for the past month and I'm starting to think that I should start going to therapy or counseling.
I'm not really sure what to do. I've had a bunch of things going on and most of it has to do with my ex. He just destroyed me and my trust and it's going to take me a long time to get over everything. I don't really have too many people to talk to about it. I should probably rephrase that. I don't have too many people telling me what I want to hear about it.
I don't mind hearing that everything will be okay. However, I wish someone would say that he's a dumbass and that I'm beautiful and deserve better. For some reason, no one has been giving me that kind of support and that's the kind of support that I need right now.
I don't mind hearing that everything will be okay. However, I wish someone would say that he's a dumbass and that I'm beautiful and deserve better. For some reason, no one has been giving me that kind of support and that's the kind of support that I need right now.
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