So I had a very good and happy weekend. My Dad and Brother came to see me and cheer me up. Before they came to see me, I performed a happiness spell to help myself heal and be happy. I feel like it's working because I haven't been sad. I haven't even really thought about my ex. My mind has been focused more on the present than the past. Even when I try to think of the past I immediately start thinking about my life in the present and how my future is going to be a good one.
My love life isn't all together yet. I'm just talking to people right now, nothing serious. Going to take my time and take it slow. I'm talking to my former lover who I didn't really want to break up with in the first place. His name is Sunny. He's such a great guy and I'm happy when we talk. However, I'm talking to others as well. I don't want to limit myself or feel like I have to make a choice and be with someone right this instant.
It's nice to feel like I'm worth something again. It's nice to feel like I can be happy and move on with my life. I was beginning to think that I would just be miserable forever but I can get past this.
I just got back from a cultural event on campus about religion and the environment. When I say "religion" in reference to anything with my college, then I mean Christianity. That's the main religion on campus considering we have three churches on campus dedicated to the same religion. Sometimes I wish they would promote different religions but then I guess that would go against their "policies".
Basically, the whole event consisted of a man reading the story of Genesis from the Bible and part of Revelations. Yawn. Heard it, read it, know it. I don't need it read to me again. This event was supposed to be about helping the environment but there was nothing said about how we could help it. Basically, I sat through a church sermon. That's what it was.
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