The people I sought to erase from my life are now back in it and I'm so happy. This all feels right now. I feel like everything is falling back into place for me. I feel like I'm back on the right path. I'm giving my ex another chance to prove to me that we should be together. He's proved to me that he's worth the risk.
Unfortunately, I did have to break another man's heart in the process who I was dating. I feel kind of bad about it but in a way I feel okay. I didn't have very strong feelings for the other. I wasn't in love and I was trying to force my heart to love him when that's not what I wanted.
I hated that I couldn't fall in love with him but I'm just so in love with my ex still. Soon to not be ex but boyfriend again. I'm taking a huge risk. He better love me more than ever and tell his family that there's no way he's ever going to let me go.I don't give third chances.
He took me to Rock City yesterday. It was so pretty up there with all the lights set up for Christmas and the beautiful rock formation and nature. I took a piece of willow branch for my collection. Maybe we'll go back up there one day together. I would like to go in the summer to see all the flowers in bloom.
They had this new thing up there that I had never seen. Well, it wasn't so new because I hadn't been there in a very long time and apparently it had been there for 6 years. It's was called Fairyland caverns. It was in a cave and had different scenes from different fairy tales inside. It was so beautiful.
I'm eating some of the fudge I had gotten from the fudge kitchen there right now. I brought home some really neat stuff. I love my gemstone tree and gem bracelet that I got. I think the gems on the tree are serpentine and the gem on my bracelet is aquamarine. I'll have to look it up later to see but either way they are beautiful!
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