Reflection

You ever feel like you never have a break? I'm feeling like that right now. I'm not the energizer bunny here. I do need a little time to myself every once in awhile. I try to do periods of meditation and reflection to help with stress relief but lately I just haven't had the time.

I feel like I'm trying to take on too many things at once. College is really riding me right now with finals just around the corner and everything. I just had an hour and a half review session for my Animal Science Nutrition class and another session of that same time frame with my Physics group to work on a work sheet together.

I finally told everyone that I needed to go. I just need some time to myself to sit back, relax, and reflect. Not to mention the sleep that I am obviously missing out on. However, I'm probably going to use this time to update the Old Spirit Path Study Group web page to keep my students informed on upcoming events. The only time I get some time to relax is when my boyfriend comes over.

He really puts me at ease and I'm so happy when he's around. It's so different now between him and me. Before, we barely saw each other and I felt unimportant. I was never happy when he was around because I felt like he only came because he felt obligated to see me. Now I feel like he wants to be with me as much as I want to be with him and that makes me so happy. I want to be with him even more now and I find myself thinking about him and missing him more often.

I'm going to keep studying my ass off for these exams while trying to balance my social life and my Wiccan life. I'm doing all these things when some of the things I'm doing weren't supposed to be just on my shoulders. I wish my partner for the study group would help me out a little more. I'm in the process of drawing up a script for the Yule Ritual and I would really like some help on it.

Not that I need the help but I have a lot of other things on my plate right now. However, I know it won't get done if I don't do it myself. Hopefully, I can get it done by this weekend so I can send it out to the students along with a list of supplies they may want to bring.

I'm sure everything will work out. I took my Chemistry exam and Lab practicum today. I hope I did okay!