I've been doing a lot of thinking. I need to do something to change my life. I'm feeling a little stagnant and I think it's because of all the disappointments that are happening. Disappointments in my love life and in my Craft life. I know none of the things that are happening to me are my fault. They've been brought about by the choices people have been making around me. I don't like feeling like I have no control.
I've been hiking and biking recently. I feel like maybe if I become more in tune with nature and more in shape physically then I'll start feeling more in shape emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Does this sound like a good idea? I need something to focus on other than all the disappointments and I feel like my body is a good place to start.
Today, I went on an 8 mile bike ride down Viking Trail on my college campus. Yesterday, I went hiking with a friend and I'm sure we walked at least 2 or 3 miles. The place we were at was so pretty. If I had been alone I would've walked off the trail into the field of tall golden grass and sparse long leaf pine saplings. The sun hit it just right to make the whole field appear gold.
I'll probably go hiking tomorrow as well. I'm just tired of thinking so much about things that don't even concern me anymore. I've kind of stopped caring about my love life. That's not going to change anytime soon. Maybe it'll be fun getting to know someone new on a deep personal level. I just don't know when I'll be ready to do that again.
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